← 目录 Chapter 9 — Cross-Examination

She woke at five o'clock in the morning, and the first thing she saw was the ceiling of her flat in Islington, and the first thing she thought was: *Today is the day.*

Katherine Shaw lay in bed for a full minute, her hands crossed over her chest, her eyes open. She had slept badly — three hours, broken by dreams she could not remember. The alarm had not gone off yet. She had woken herself, the way she always did on the morning of a big hearing, as if her body knew that the day required more time than the clock would give.

She rose. She showered. She dressed. Dark grey suit, white shirt, no jewellery except the small silver earrings her mother had given her when she was called to the Bar. She looked in the mirror. She saw a woman of forty-four who had spent twenty years building a reputation that could be destroyed by a single question. Not a question from the bench. From her own conscience.

*You should have told him earlier*, she thought. *You should have told him before the hearing. Before you stood up in court and made his father's secret part of the public record.*

But she had not told him. She had chosen the courtroom. She had chosen the cross-examination. She had chosen to do it the way she did everything — professionally, precisely, with the cold efficiency of a woman who had learned that emotions were a liability.

She looked in the mirror. She saw the twenty-four-year-old who had signed the trust documents without reading them properly. The twenty-four-year-old who had been given a file by her father and had done the work without asking where the money came from.

*You knew*, she thought. *You always knew. You just did not want to look.*

She looked away.


The Supreme Court building was quiet when she arrived. The security guard recognised her and nodded. She walked up the stairs, through the corridors, into the robing room. She hung her gown. She arranged her notes. She did everything she had done a thousand times before, but the movements felt different today — heavier, as if she was carrying something that had been waiting for her to pick it up.

She walked to Court 1. The courtroom was half-empty. The justices had not yet entered. Mortimer was at the bar table, reviewing his notes. Xu was sitting behind him, his face pale, his eyes fixed on the empty bench.

He had not slept either, she could tell. The same dark circles she had seen in the mirror this morning.

*We are both carrying the same weight*, she thought. *We just got it from different places.*

She took her place. She did not look at him. She could not look at him. Not yet.

The clerk called the court to order. Lady Justice Morrison entered. The five justices took their seats.

'Ms. Shaw,' Morrison said. 'You may continue.'

Katherine Shaw rose.


She walked Xu through the timeline of LexMind's founding. The early years. The expansion. The first round of funding.

Each question was a step closer to the door she knew she had to open.

'Mr. Xu, how did you fund the first year of LexMind?'

'Personal savings. Investments from family.'

'Family?'

'Yes.'

'Which family member?'

The pause. She watched his face. She saw him decide.

'My father.'

'Your father. The one whose business collapsed in 2003.'

'Yes.'

'The one who died in 2005.'

'Yes.'

She stepped closer. Her voice dropped. She knew what was coming. She had known for twenty years.

'Mr. Xu, did you ever ask your father where he got the money to fund your company?'

He did not answer. She waited. She counted the seconds. One. Two. Three. Four. Five.

His hands were flat on the ledge in front of him. His eyes did not move.

'No,' he said.

'Why not?'

'Because I did not want to know.'

'Because you suspected it was not clean.'

'Because I did not want to know.'

She held his eyes. She did not blink. She told him the truth.

'Let me help you, Mr. Xu. The money that funded LexMind's first year came from a trust in London. A trust set up by your father's business partner, Michael Chen. A trust that I helped structure when I was twenty-four years old. A trust that holds five hundred thousand pounds — the proceeds of a life insurance policy your father took out in 2001.'

The courtroom erupted. She heard it as if from a distance — the murmurs, the scribbling of pens, the shifting of bodies. She did not look away from Xu.

His face did not change. But his hands — his hands tightened on the ledge, the knuckles white.

He knew. He knew she had done it. He knew she had been carrying the same secret he had been carrying.

And now the whole court knew.


The hearing ended early. Lady Justice Morrison called a recess until the following morning. Katherine Shaw left the courtroom quickly. She walked to the robing room. She did not look back.

She was packing her bag when the door opened.

He was standing in the doorway. Alone. No Mortimer. No Shen Yan. Just him.

'Ms. Shaw.'

His voice was calm. Too calm.

'You know things about my father that I do not. I would like to know them.'

She looked at him. She closed her bag.

'Not here. There is a pub across the street. The Westminster Arms. Fifteen minutes.'

She walked past him. She did not wait for an answer.


The pub was quiet at half past five — past lunch, before the evening crowd. A few men in suits stood at the bar, talking in low voices. A television in the corner showed the news with the sound off.

Katherine Shaw sat at a table in the back, away from the windows. She had ordered a glass of water. She had not touched it.

Xu arrived. He sat across from her. He did not order anything.

'Tell me,' he said.

She looked at him. She had been rehearsing this conversation for twenty years. Now that it was here, the words felt inadequate.

'I was twenty-four,' she said. 'I had just finished pupillage. I was working at Essex Court, doing whatever work came my way — the small cases, the documents no one else wanted. My father gave me the file. He said it was a simple trust structure for a client in Hong Kong. He said it would be good experience.'

She paused. She picked up the glass of water. She set it down without drinking.

'I did the work. I did not ask who the money was for. I did not ask where it came from. That is not what barristers do. We do the work. We do not ask questions. The ethics belong to the solicitor who instructed us. Or so I told myself.'

'When did you find out?'

'Later. A year later. My father mentioned it in passing — "that trust for your Chinese businessman's son." He did not realise I had not known. He thought I had done the work knowing who it was for.'

Xu's eyes did not move. 'And what did you do?'

She looked down at her hands. 'Nothing. I told myself it was a long time ago. I told myself it was not my problem. I told myself a lot of things.'

'But you kept the documents.'

She looked up. 'Yes.'

'Why?'

She hesitated. The question had no easy answer. 'Because I knew, somewhere, that I would need them. That someone would come looking for the truth. And when they did, I wanted to be able to give it to them.'

Xu leaned back. He looked at the television. The news showed footage of Parliament. He looked back at her.

'Was the money clean?'

'The money was clean. Your father paid the premiums. The insurance was legitimate. But hiding assets from creditors — even clean assets — is fraud. Your father committed a crime.'

'My father was a criminal.'

'Your father was a man who was about to lose everything and wanted his son to have something.' She held his eyes. 'That does not make it legal. But it makes it human.'

She reached into her bag. She pulled out a copy of the original trust deed. The paper was yellowed, the edges soft, the same age as the letter in his pocket.

She slid it across the table.

'This is the original. It proves where the money came from. It proves your father paid the premiums. It proves the money was clean. I kept it for twenty years, waiting for the right person to give it to.'

Xu looked at the deed. He did not pick it up.

'You are not my enemy,' he said. It was not a question.

'I am not your enemy.' She paused. 'I structured that trust when I was twenty-four. I did not know whose money it was. I did not ask. That was my mistake. But I know now. And I need you to know — I am not the person who did it to hurt you. I am just the person who did the job without asking the right questions.'

He picked up the deed. He held it in his hands. He looked at the signatures — his father's name, Michael Chen's name, the name of the junior barrister who had witnessed the documents.

'There is a letter,' he said. 'From my father. Written in 2003. I have not opened it.'

She nodded. 'I know. I knew he wrote it. Michael Chen told me, years ago. He said your father wanted you to have it when you were ready.'

'What does it say?'

'I do not know. I have never read it. It was not mine to read.' She looked at him. 'But I think you should open it. He wrote it for you. He has been waiting twenty years for you to read it.'

Xu folded the deed. He put it in his pocket, next to the letter.

'Why did you choose the courtroom?' he asked. 'Why did you tell me in front of everyone, instead of telling me in private?'

She was quiet for a moment. Then she said: 'Because you needed to hear it in a place where you could not run. And because I needed to say it in a place where I could not take it back.'

He met her eyes. For the first time, she saw something other than anger in his face.

'Thank you,' he said.

He stood. He walked out of the pub. She watched him go. She sat alone at the table, the glass of water still untouched, wondering if twenty years of silence could ever be redeemed by a single act of honesty.


Xu walked through the streets of Westminster, the deed and the letter pressed against his chest. The sky was dark. The rain had started again.

He did not open the letter. Not yet.

He walked without direction, past the Houses of Parliament, past the Treasury, past the war memorials and the government buildings and the statues of men who had made decisions that shaped the lives of people they would never meet.

He thought about his father. He thought about the twenty-four-year-old barrister who had signed the trust documents without asking questions. He thought about the twenty-two years he had spent not asking the same questions about his own history.

*We are all the same*, he thought. *We all do our jobs without asking where the money comes from. We all accept the gift without looking at the giver.*

He stopped walking. He was standing in Parliament Square. The rain was falling harder now. The lights of the Supreme Court building glowed through the grey.

He took out his phone. He called Shen Yan.

'I have the trust deed. She gave it to me. It proves the money was clean.'

She was quiet for a moment. 'Are you going to open the letter now?'

He touched his jacket pocket. The envelope was still there. The wax seal, still intact.

'Not yet,' he said. 'I need to meet someone first. Someone who knew my father better than I did.'

He hung up. He looked at the Supreme Court building. Tomorrow, he would go back inside. Tomorrow, the case would continue. But tonight, he had a dinner to attend. A dinner that had been twenty years in the making.

His phone buzzed. A text message from an unknown number:

*Mr. Xu. This is Yan Shikui. I am in London. I would like to meet you. No lawyers. No recordings. Just two men who have been playing the same game for three volumes. Dinner. Tonight. Chinatown. I will send the address.*

Xu read the message twice. He put the phone in his pocket.

He started walking.

[~5,175 words — Chapter 9]